But a quick update in Handsome land. My insecurities aside since this weekend, he has been ever so much more attentive. I have to make him understand, that just because before, I assumed he appricieated me, I also assumed he loved me Hah
So now, I need the words. And I need them alot. Anyone who has survived an affair will tell you , you need, just like food and water, words of affirmation and love. I feel like if I dont get them, then there is something going on.
So just the fact that after my melt down he NOTICED ME. was a big step.
I promise tomorrow to explain what happened this weekend. Put it this way, xanax was my friend!
peace folks!
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